Trying to remember my sissiness!

Many of us started young like this!

Do you remember any of the first signs that you were a sissy, or girlie, or different?

I know that by the age of 12 I was dressing up and playing house with a sissy friend but things actually started even before that as far as my yearnings and some of the things that I did.

For instance, my mother still brings up the fact that as a young kid I always wanted to take my clothes off! She tells people that in front of me! I do remember that I would do that and wrap myself in a blanket like it was a dress. I remember that I had a robe that I liked to wear with nothing underneath instead of pajamas.

I know that I stuck to my mother as well as my aunts and other neighbor ladies who lived nearby. I know that I played dolls and "house" with my sisters instead of the other little boys. I really remember that my father wanted nothing to do with me. And neither did my uncles who were nearby.

In the early grades of school, I remember that my best friends were the girls and not the boys. The boys didn't include me. I remember that I would be picked nearly last for teams during recess. There were a number of us sissy or girlie boys, so sometimes one would get picked ever after me!

I remember -- and my mother reminds me of this too! -- that I used to get upset and cry a lot. Boys would be mean to me and I would cry like a girl.

So it is really no wonder that I ended up the way I did -- wanting to have breasts and a pussy and a nice girlie body. And always feeling submissive and wanting to go girlie things.

I am a prime example that we are born the way we are. I know I never sat there and thought it over and decided one day:

"Gee, I want to be girlie for the rest of my life and put up with all of the hassles that go along with it. Instead of being a normal boy like the other normal boys, I want to act like a pussy because I wish I had a pussy!"

Who in their right mind would make a decision to do that! I did not make any decisions, I did what came naturally, even at such a young age.

Do you remember the earliest signs that you were different?